My girlfriend has been pushing for me to return to Tumblr and Instagram.. I’ve put thought into it, and I guess it wouldn’t hurt to get some things written in here a little more often again.
Although, I’ve got a very low number of followers, so is it really worth it..?
Hmmm.
It’s been a few weeks since I’ve posted anything. Apologies to the.. 7 people that follow me? Hahaha. That aside, I have returned to continue my posts about my daily life. To catch everyone up on what’s happened since my last post…
I’ve danced all over Waffle House singing Justin Bieber
I have gotten interviews for a new job opportunity
I’ve met several new people, some new friends, some I will most likely never see again
I got a girl’s number, and was quickly shut down later. Hahaha
I played a show in Oklahoma, road tripped same night to Louisiana for another show
I saw a few movies, and definitely recommend seeing 50/50 if you haven’t yet
I took some risks, made some memories, and life has been good.
“If you can wait ‘til I get home
Then I swear we can make this last”
It takes a lot to make it in a relationship with distance. But that’s the life I’ve chosen, it’s something I must fight through to be able to live my dream. The life of a successful musician is a life of being away from home for, sometimes, decent stretches of time. For any woman after my heart, you must know that there will be times that you’ll want me home. You’ll want to be able to wake up with me there next to you, and you’ll want to spend all the time in the world with me. And I’ll want the same, but know that sometimes that just can’t happen because I’ll be away. Sometimes things will be tough because of the distance, but I would never give up on love. I’ve been there once before, and the distance tore it apart, but I never gave up. Not once. It won’t always be easy, but when are relationships ever easy? And when was the last time something worth having was easy?
I’ll need a strong lover, a woman who is confident in our love and knows I’ll be home as soon as I can. A woman who can fight through it all with me, and love me just as much as I’ll love her. She’s got to have faith in me, and know that I’d never betray her, no matter the distance or time spent away. And she must instill that faith in me as well.
She’s out there, somewhere. But I’m in no rush to meet her, if I haven’t already. Things will line up when the time is right. This was just something that crossed my mind after thinking back on a past relationship.
It’s never you’re fault, no of course not. There’s an excuse for everything. Life is just too hard, and you’re the victim of it all. I said I wasn’t going to bring problems into my life. I told you if you were going to stick around, not to bring the problems with you. It seems I get more excuses and grief from you than anything else.
Nothing left to say.. Get your crap together. I’m sick of it.
I am so ready to move out. Not much more to be said than that, honestly. I’m just really ready to get everything lined up and get out on my own. I’ve already got a place picked out, and my roommates, of course, will be the guys. Just need a few things to work themselves out before I can make the move to get out. I only pray that nothing falls through, because I need out now. Hahaha.
Soon, it’ll happen. I’m practically counting down the days.
“There’s a part of me
That wants to ask of you
To give me a chance
Another chance to prove
That I can steal your heart
Just like you stole mine too”
-Trevor Quiett
So I put myself in a good mood today at work by daydreaming about what I’d do if I won a lot of money, like a crazy scratch off or something.
Hahaha, do what you gotta do to maintain a good mood at work, right?
So last night Chris and I made it to the Incubus concert, and were both very pleased with the performance. They prolly take the cake of best show, very captivating performance. But this post isn’t about Incubus, although I could easily write a rather lengthy post about how my mind was absolutely blown.. Seriously, go see them if you get the chance.
But to the true point of this post. Chris and I followed up the show with Cafe Brazil, of course. And between chips and queso, and a warm cup of coffee, we discussed many things. One subject being women, a common subject of course. But during this conversation, I realized something. I’ve been on this “search” for someone to pour emotion into, someone I can have that connection with. But things haven’t been going too great with that, and I think it’s for the better. You see, I realized through that talk with Chris that it’s not a relationship I’m wanting, it’s a friend. A female friend to spend time with just as I do my guy friends. Just a friend, nothing more or less. It’s been a while since I’ve had someone take that position in my life, I think that’s more of what I’ve been missing.
Not to say that the friends I currently have that are females mean nothing to me, that’s not where I was going with this. But it’s just not the same. Hard to explain.
Anyways, there are a few contenders for the title of Trevor’s Best Female Friend. (Trust me, it’s an honor.) Hahaha, but anyways, I guess a new search has begun.
Trevor Justice Quiett
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I hit things with sticks for a living
